Hmm well I've been slowly evolving my art more now.
even in art class we've been working a lot of figure drawing so you'll see (hopefully) tons of improvement in anatomy and proportions.

and I might be going to a studio every week to work on it with real models too, fucking progress
but only if I'll be able to quit saturday school

cause I need to start on my college/uni portfolio
and they realllly like it when you got some art of naked women and men that's been right in front of you
shit will be so cash

and I've been looking at dead and diseased bodies more, picking shit off that. Like boils, maggots eating away at flesh and the terrible things that could happen if you walk alone at night.

I might even get a real job though, cause there's so many things that I'm like grabbyhands at but I don't have money and I hate asking my parents for any
probably not though, since I got arts and tennis and school
otherwise I probably wouldn't have one anyways cause I'm a lazy fuck

Gotta write a poem for english, then read it out loud.
and I really like having peoples stomachs churn, so I already got an idea for that.
but eh you know when you're kinda afraid of just making them think even stronger about what they already do about you
cause everybody at school things I'm fackin hardcoare and nothing can get through my barrier
but nope, little bunny rabbits and kittens can but eh
this isn't a big problem
why am I even talking about this

I'm just saying
I like it a lot more
than you
think

tomorrow is just the last day of this semester
I'm gonna miss my teachers, especially my english cause he uses so much sarcasm he literally can't say anything without it
somebody even told him that they weren't here cause their dog died and he was like "oh well, I feel oh so very sorry for you"
Oh, sir, your sarcasm and charm will always have a place in my hall of favorite teachers