I completely 100% understand how you feel
(except the lesbian thing)

it's definitely really hard to deal with sometimes

yyyyyup :I
I FORGOT TO FUCKING WEAR SOMETHING OVER MY NEEPNEEPS YESTERDAY, WHEN I TOOK THE TAPE OFF (Because my binder was being washed) IT FELT AS IF MY NIPPLES WERE BEINGG BURNT WITH A LIGHTER, PRODED WITH TOOTHPICKS, AND THEN RIPPED OFF

If your ribs are hurting you need to take breaks. :( I know it can be hard, incredibly so sometimes, to do something you aren't comfortable with, but I don't want to hear one day that you suffocated. That would be terrible. :(((((((
But otherwise, I stand by you, okay? If people tease you, then just fuck them. They don't get that EVERYTHING YOU DO IS IN FACT NORMAL. It's science, yo. And a feeling that strong cannot be ignored. The simple fact is that that is how you are and you may not change that. I say, even though you are pretty young, you should spend time doing something like, say, "soul searching" for a while. Think about why you feel the way you do, how it affects you and those around you, what do you think you would do if this wasn't you, what are possible options, now the realistic options, ect. Soul searching may sound cliche but sometimes it can help you find an inner peace, something more as proof to yourself that those who don't respect you for who you are are not worth your time.

Gog damn that was long, sorry. I just don't like seeing people unhappy and want to help.

:I i can completely change the mood of this...















Penis

and I proceeded to giggle. it's your icon bro... :D

I completely agree though for me it's the Opposite I wish I was a girl instead of a guy even though I'm bi



if only Technology was advanced enough to trade bodies I would be down for that...

/hugs
First thing (just want to say it first cause it's more urgent)- are you binding with ace bandages? Cause that's REALLY dangerous dude o.o I can tell you, I know people who've broken their ribs with bandage binding, even just wearing it for like a day or two... if you're doing that regularly, it's not a good thing. (Hell, I nearly passed out the other day because I was wearing a too-small bra. You NEVER want to risk compression injuries in an area as vital as the chest.) I would say get a few actual chest binders, they're the safe way to do that. My best friend is FTM, and I'm getting her one for her birthday.
Pleasepleaseplease start doing that safely, or at least take a break from the bandages. I don't want you to get hurt...

And as for what people think.. fuck them. If you're dealing with kids being intolerant towards you, the thing is, they're KIDS. They're stupid. They're immature. They have no right to tell you how to live your life. Haters gonna hate. And the good news is, people's viewpoints on homosexuality and transgenderism are changing for the better, with every passing decade we see an almost 10 percent increase in acceptance. This has been documented in many studies, there's empirical evidence. You don't need to worry about people randomly hating on you, and if you deal with one or two ignorant pricks, it's not you, it's them! You have no control over the way you were born, it's just who you are. Homosexuality isn't a choice.. homophobia IS.