It hurts, because we are animals that are very aware of their surroundings, and thats good, we are made to feel pain and react to it. And we must.

There is little I can do from where I'm at and sad news aren't my thing, But I won't sit and wait for nothing to happen, And this is about the least I can do to help a friend, for when you are in need you don't care who comes to help.

Please do read the following and I truly hope you can be of more use than this tool

https://inkbunny.net/journalview.php?id=28209