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A formal apology
13 years ago
So ive spent the last few days thinking and have come to the conclussion that when scared and worried i can be such an asshole.
The one i love wanted to be single because i didnt see ehat i was doing until it was far too late. i was jealous and felt threatened and was worried about being second best that i didnt see thst i wsd being controlling and opressive to the one i love.
My actions therefore caused her to feel hurt and as tho she couldnt do anything withough getting in trouble and this therefore caused her to become furthermore depressed.
So yes i am the biggest asshole because my worry sbout being second best blinded me to the fact that i was crushing my loves spirit.
I know you likely wont read this and i know you likely dont want to speak to me. but i am so god damn sorry for what i did. I made thing horrible for you and your family and i am sorry.
If i ever manage to work my way from the dirt i am to have another chance i will never treat you or anyone else that way again.
Your freedom is what makes you eho you are and i was hurting thst freedom snd hapiness. i should never have let it get as far as it did i love you and never wanted to hurt you how i did so now all i have left is to try find forgiveness
The one i love wanted to be single because i didnt see ehat i was doing until it was far too late. i was jealous and felt threatened and was worried about being second best that i didnt see thst i wsd being controlling and opressive to the one i love.
My actions therefore caused her to feel hurt and as tho she couldnt do anything withough getting in trouble and this therefore caused her to become furthermore depressed.
So yes i am the biggest asshole because my worry sbout being second best blinded me to the fact that i was crushing my loves spirit.
I know you likely wont read this and i know you likely dont want to speak to me. but i am so god damn sorry for what i did. I made thing horrible for you and your family and i am sorry.
If i ever manage to work my way from the dirt i am to have another chance i will never treat you or anyone else that way again.
Your freedom is what makes you eho you are and i was hurting thst freedom snd hapiness. i should never have let it get as far as it did i love you and never wanted to hurt you how i did so now all i have left is to try find forgiveness
Very. Very.
I fail to see why you're always the one appologizing.. Or what anyone has to. Because 9 times out of 10 it's BOTH parties fault.
Relationships start and stop. It's really what ever.
:S
If it's not meant to be it's not meant to be.
It is my understanding that Jacora never wants to blame someone else for the misfortune in his life, so looks for reason HE should be the one in the wrong. And in this specific case, I shake my head disappointedly. It happens so often that people who get told they were in the wrong for "being clingy" or "being jealous" end up worse off than the person telling them that. :L
Well, that and maybe the whole relationship was a little bit rushed into... though I don't judge people for that. I understand being infatuated and wanting to act on it right away...
I just wish there could've been a better outcome here for both of them. :/