I found that recently I'm starting to develop a calouse attitude to people I have dated...

Turns out its not that easy for me to care for just anyone anymore... I guess you can take this from how many guys I've been dumped by... or atleast how horrible my past relationships have turned out...

granted I'm not one of those guys that had the worst kind of crap happen to them... That title is reserved for one of my friends (Name withheld to avoid drama)

either way I found it more and more apperent that guys I've recently dated are only after one of two things

1) my ass
2) somebody to have around as an ego stroker

and most of them meet me only once then never look the same way again...

all in all ... oh well... I guess its what I get when I try to put my college and education so that I can support a good home later first iniative.


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~AW