So I still haven't been able to catch up on anything. All I've managed to do is play MGS4 3 times in a row, MGS3 twice, and comtemplating suffering Raiden to play MGS2. I just can't seem to bring myself to do anything. Not out of laziness, but I've felt SO depressed lately that i can't seem to pull my head out of the sand. I've been so down I haven't had the will to draw, and even just getting up in the morning seems difficult. My sleep schedule is completely messed up, which doesn't help either.
I know all about depression, and what not to do, as I've had it before. The worst thing you can do is not talk about it. And I'm also aware I have NO reason to think this way. I'm healthy, my family is healthy, I have a good job, life is good. I just don't feel like it is.

It all seems so pointless. What does it mean? Where am I going? Why should I care? Again, WHY am I thinking this way!? It drives me absolutely CRAZY. I just know I have to get out of this rut soon, or else.

Commissioners, thanks for being patient, I WILL get your stuff done, just bare with me. If you feel you don't want to wait, I can refund you too, no problem.

GoW Commission Status:

1> - (Loar & Jhen) DONE
2> - (Nyrah) DONE
3> - (Loar & Jhen) DONE
4> - (GoW Dredge) 90%
5> - (Modus & Roshak)
6> - (Modus and Raask)
7> - (Inx)