Wish you would have taken the help i tried to give over and over again then this all would not have matterd ...

And I wish you wouldn't have said I wasn't worth talking to anymore. Everyone makes mistakes, some people's are bigger than others :/

No offense to you, but the last time we spoke you weren't exactly nice :/

I'm also not as easily capable of throwing things out like the rest of the world...

Everyone's always like 'you're better off without him' and 'why do you care after how you were treated' and blah blah blah, but the majority of you can't even grasp the full situation and have little room talking with what you think you know of a person.

Jerin was a dick, sure, but he was a lot more than a dick...were it THAT black and white I pry wouldn't be half as torn up as I have been. I've learned alot in the last half a year, not that I wanted to learn half of what I have, but at least now I know.

I take longer to get over stuff. I'm more sensitive than alot of people. I'm naive and tend to overreact alot, but nobody can tell me I don't have a right to be sad and when they grasp what I feel I lost when I lost my mate :/

So yeh, I could've just listened to you and everybody else and not given two fucks. Hell he could be doing that right now. But it's just not in my character to come off that way :/

It gets tireing listen to some one being emo sad and whiney all the time but u still dont get any of what i was trying to tell you all that time .. theres nothing wrong with being sad or being upset or any of that crap i used to be that way and i told.u first mates are the worst on a person but all thatand.all u read.into that i said is wrong .. and yea mybe i wasent.the nicest last time but gets tireing when your help and kindness and careing gets shoved away again and again :/

D: Aww, best advise I can give you then is to get yourself together and start looking for a job, otherwise if there is someone else you can go to at your place of work to get things sorted out.

*hugs!*