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Muzz full of hate
18 years ago
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You dont know how hard it is for me right to bite my tongue when it comes to revealing the actual name of the person I'm about to talk about here. I keep trying to tell myself that I'm better than that, don't go down to their fucking level Statik. Muzz up Statik, muzz up. I thought I buried this trash long ago, I just wanted so bad to consider it a loss and move on.
I come home from work this morning to see that someone who was also screwed over by this guy was paid back. This wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact they only been waiting since last AC for their payment. I've been waiting nearly FOUR FUCKING YEARS NOW! It's not like I didn't try to work with the guy either. I offered to setup some kind of payment plan where they could pay me whatever they could afford monthly or even weekly. I didn't care how small the amount was of their payments, I was just doing it because I wanted to at least see they were making some kind of effort. There was even one point where I told them if they bought me a mp3 player I was wanting at the time for work that I wipe our slate clean of this whole mess. The player was far less than the total sum of what they owed me too but once again I was just wanting to move on. Still nothing.
To catch up those who give a shit to know of everything. I originally had this guy move in with me in Vegas. At the time he was having trouble finding work to support himself and even feed himself. I didn't want to see my friend go through all that so I started helping him out till he could get back on his own feet. The total bill racked over 1,000 easily BUT I told him I didn't want him to feel too overwhelmed with such a large sum that he was in debt too. I decided on 750 that he would owe me. He agreed. Eventually it got to a point where we parted ways and from there I never saw him again. Anytime I would bring it up, he would have one excuse after another. Not only that but he would try to make me out to be the bad guy for bringing it up. This went on for years. It didn't help I had friends of his relaying information back to me that this guy was going off to "X" con and buying useless shit left and right. The knife in my back continued to dig itself deeper into my back with each piece of information. Eventually it got to a point where I just said fuck it and moved on ...or so I thought.
The issue would always find someway to resurface itself. Either it be him appearing out of the blue with a email of apology saying he wanted to make things right again and try to soothe me over with mentioning how much he missed the friendship/bond we use to have for each other. I admit, I was a sucker for it. I believed every word of it. I guess apart of me wanted to believe because I was so damn stubborn to accept that some people could be capable of such cold acts. Of course after these lies he once again disappeared.
I lost count of how many times this happened and I really didn't give a shit anymore. I didn't trust him, I just wanted him out of my life completely.
At some point he appeared out of the blue once again with a livejournal post directed at everyone he had wronged in his past. I was at the top of the list, ...he tried to make it sincere. I simply didn't care though, I left it untouched and continued to hate the very mention of his name.
So now here we are in 2008 when I get the news that he's gonna be a father. JUST FUCKING GREAT! So here I am reading this post about how happy and excited he is. I'm hovering my finger over the comment button wanting to so bad to call him out right in front of his precious friends and supporters so they can see what kind of person he really is. You want to have a kid!? How the hell do you expect to afford to pay for that kind of expense when you can't even pay your long WAY overdue past debts? A good father my ass, he's gonna grow up to be a lying deceiving backstabbing piece of shit like you. I never hit the comment button though.
The final straw happened this morning. I saw in a mutual friends post how he was calling someone out for not paying them their room share from last AC. I didn't know at the time that they were refering to the same guy I been after until someone asked me directly if I had any dealings with X person. Well I come home this morning to see that they were paid back. That's all fine and dandy for you but what the fuck does that make me? You been waiting since AC and here I am waiting for YEARS on end. Don't you dare tell me that it was easier for you to pay them back because the sum was smaller either. The fact of the matter is you haven't made any kind of attempt to make things right. Not a fucking cent! You could pay me like twenty bucks a week and I would be happy. That's what, two whole hours out of a average rate paycheck? Oh but wait you have your fucking bitch to look after now and you're new baby huh?
I swear to God I should just out you right here. I'm so tempted like you wouldn't believe. I'm trying so hard to resist but I really don't think it's gonna last. I want everyone to know what kind of person you truely are. I want your life to be made into a miserable hell. You deserve every fucking ounce of the pain you have put me through. I will never be you though, fuck the pain and fuck you.
I come home from work this morning to see that someone who was also screwed over by this guy was paid back. This wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact they only been waiting since last AC for their payment. I've been waiting nearly FOUR FUCKING YEARS NOW! It's not like I didn't try to work with the guy either. I offered to setup some kind of payment plan where they could pay me whatever they could afford monthly or even weekly. I didn't care how small the amount was of their payments, I was just doing it because I wanted to at least see they were making some kind of effort. There was even one point where I told them if they bought me a mp3 player I was wanting at the time for work that I wipe our slate clean of this whole mess. The player was far less than the total sum of what they owed me too but once again I was just wanting to move on. Still nothing.
To catch up those who give a shit to know of everything. I originally had this guy move in with me in Vegas. At the time he was having trouble finding work to support himself and even feed himself. I didn't want to see my friend go through all that so I started helping him out till he could get back on his own feet. The total bill racked over 1,000 easily BUT I told him I didn't want him to feel too overwhelmed with such a large sum that he was in debt too. I decided on 750 that he would owe me. He agreed. Eventually it got to a point where we parted ways and from there I never saw him again. Anytime I would bring it up, he would have one excuse after another. Not only that but he would try to make me out to be the bad guy for bringing it up. This went on for years. It didn't help I had friends of his relaying information back to me that this guy was going off to "X" con and buying useless shit left and right. The knife in my back continued to dig itself deeper into my back with each piece of information. Eventually it got to a point where I just said fuck it and moved on ...or so I thought.
The issue would always find someway to resurface itself. Either it be him appearing out of the blue with a email of apology saying he wanted to make things right again and try to soothe me over with mentioning how much he missed the friendship/bond we use to have for each other. I admit, I was a sucker for it. I believed every word of it. I guess apart of me wanted to believe because I was so damn stubborn to accept that some people could be capable of such cold acts. Of course after these lies he once again disappeared.
I lost count of how many times this happened and I really didn't give a shit anymore. I didn't trust him, I just wanted him out of my life completely.
At some point he appeared out of the blue once again with a livejournal post directed at everyone he had wronged in his past. I was at the top of the list, ...he tried to make it sincere. I simply didn't care though, I left it untouched and continued to hate the very mention of his name.
So now here we are in 2008 when I get the news that he's gonna be a father. JUST FUCKING GREAT! So here I am reading this post about how happy and excited he is. I'm hovering my finger over the comment button wanting to so bad to call him out right in front of his precious friends and supporters so they can see what kind of person he really is. You want to have a kid!? How the hell do you expect to afford to pay for that kind of expense when you can't even pay your long WAY overdue past debts? A good father my ass, he's gonna grow up to be a lying deceiving backstabbing piece of shit like you. I never hit the comment button though.
The final straw happened this morning. I saw in a mutual friends post how he was calling someone out for not paying them their room share from last AC. I didn't know at the time that they were refering to the same guy I been after until someone asked me directly if I had any dealings with X person. Well I come home this morning to see that they were paid back. That's all fine and dandy for you but what the fuck does that make me? You been waiting since AC and here I am waiting for YEARS on end. Don't you dare tell me that it was easier for you to pay them back because the sum was smaller either. The fact of the matter is you haven't made any kind of attempt to make things right. Not a fucking cent! You could pay me like twenty bucks a week and I would be happy. That's what, two whole hours out of a average rate paycheck? Oh but wait you have your fucking bitch to look after now and you're new baby huh?
I swear to God I should just out you right here. I'm so tempted like you wouldn't believe. I'm trying so hard to resist but I really don't think it's gonna last. I want everyone to know what kind of person you truely are. I want your life to be made into a miserable hell. You deserve every fucking ounce of the pain you have put me through. I will never be you though, fuck the pain and fuck you.
D: don't make me track you down on aim, like you did to me! lol
Oh yeah, you cunt face... I still owe you a drink or two, cuzz you didn't go drinking with me at FC
.... nor mongolian bbq, wtf you felinez are all the same D:
Yes I suck when I'm in con mode. If you want to do something with me, need to just grab me and lead the way. I'll follow if I'm feeling your plan but if no one is motivated enough I tend to wander and do something else. That's one thing I can't stand about furries, too much procrastinating ALL the time!