So um, last night I fainted for the first time in my life. It scared me pretty bad. I was in the shower, having a good soak and I felt nauseous all the sudden, I figured it was nothing and continued on but then I started felling really weird, so I leaned my body against the wall of the shower. My legs felt like jelly and I just had this really strange feeling. My vision tunneled, my hearing dulled, next thing I knew, I found myself outside my shower on my bath mat. I must have lost some feeling too because it didn’t hurt that bad until after I was in bed. I know I hit my back and shoulders, but I must have hit my head too because it hurt. The only thing I don’t understand is when I came to, I was on my stomach and one of my legs was still caught in the tub.

The curtain was completely pulled to the other side so I knew I fell through. My hearing was still dulled I could sort of hear the shower but it was garbled, my vision was blurry and unclear, and I was so confused as to what happened. All I knew was I had to hurry up and get into bed. At least if I fainted again I would be safe there.

I’ve never fainted before, I never want to do that again. It was as if someone flipped my off switch. I talked with my friends about it and did some research on syncope, and I feel better about it now. To those I talked to, thanks for listening to me go on about this, it means a lot to me that you’ll listen to me babble on about how scary it was. <333

So other than that, I’ve had a nice few days off here. Laying around, reading books, watching Star Trek and Doctor Who, drinking tea and eating Jammie Dodgers. Unfortunately I ate them all. xD Time to order more. I should be working on my resume so I can turn it in and get out of the hellhole I work at.

I’ve been inspired to write again, we’ll see how far it gets. I’ve wanted to write more Experimental for a while but I’ve been so damn depressed lately. It comes and it goes.

A few days ago I finally got my Eleventh Doctor plushie. Saturday when I found him on my steps after work, I zipped through the shower and promptly took a nap with him. xD It was the best nap I’ve had in a while. God I’m such a nerd. C|

I also got an amigurumi Ood, just like I wanted for my birthday. His name is Theta 6 and we are best friends. |3

Sometime I may post some pictures.

I’ve just about finished the care packages I’ve been working on. I know I’ve been saying that a bajillion times, but I do plan to have them out within a week. I’m going to send a bunch of people presents. I’ll let you all know when the time comes.

 kuroyo19 has gotten me all inspired to write more Experimental and draw all these pictures! I don’t know what to do with myself! We should work on our Lilo and Stitch fandom stuff together. <333 I love you dear.

Also I would like to mention that Jinwylie is another one of the best friends I could ask for. Thanks for cheering me up these last few weeks. <3 You’ve really been awesome to me. We should go urban exploring sometime. You got me all geared up. XD

Tomorrow I think I am going to finish my stamp project, I am making some hand carved stamps, which I will show when I’m done. Also for those of you who aren’t following my Tumblr, I am working on some Moskau valentines. I hope I can finish them by the 14th. Making them has made me realize how much I’ve missed my crew. I hope to fix that. I’ve strayed away from my Moskau project, I’m finally wondering back. My characters are always in my head, blundering about, making me laugh sometimes in the middle of something serious. They are always alive in my mind, but sometimes my life makes me shove them back from drawing or writing about them, this saddens me. I miss when I used to draw and write all the time. I think my crappy job got me in this rut. My job has no stability, and that’s hard to live on. Anyway…

I’m feeling like I’m forgetting something. I got interrupted by dinner when I was writing this, oh well, I’ll remember later.

Love you guys.

-Sasha

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To Do List:

Gifts:
[ ] Nalice [as Castah] and Sasha in The End of Line Club.
[ ] Care package for Kuroyo19
[ ] Care package for Jinwylie
[ ] Skull gift
[ ] handmade soaps for Jasmine

Projects:
[ ] Colab with Kuroyo19
[ ] Colab Meme with Kuroyo19
[ ] Colab story with JewelMistic
[ ] Base collab with Jessi

Personal Projects:
[ ] Computer themed doodles
[ ] themed necklaces
-HB
-Vash
[ ] ID 2012
[ ] Moskau crew fan stamps
[ ] Moskau uniform full references in color
[ ] Moskau ship sketches
[ ] Dr. Y’vael/Laar character sketches
[ ] Mirror Sasha full reference and comparison

Contests:
None

Art Trades:
None

Commissions:
Day plushie for Fell--Larka [ I swear I will get this done. Day is just on the backburner for now.]