I'll never ever use profanity again. I had enough swearing in my lifetime. I'll say one last swearword: F*** vulgarity and f*** profanity. If you ever hear me say another swearword after this journal, Let. Me. Know. I don't want people getting the wrong message from me. I'm a lover and follower of Christ and that's I want people to see me as. Not some arrogant, ignorant, porn-addicted, hypocritical metalhead with Autism and Bipolar Disorder, but as a loving, humble, pure, benevolent, kind, Christian metal musician. I want people to see I'm more than I seem to be.