Well, I really mean it like I say it, I'm kinda pissed off of myself...

I'm sick and tired of my lazyness, maybe you have noticed my lazyness on DA and FA in the last time.
I don't know what is going on in me, my head is full of thoughts about the past and all the lil and big things around me. *sighs*

I know the most of you have never seen me in this mood and please don't be worried.
This is just an other side of me I always try to hide.

I don't wanna hear now something like: "awww... I'm sorry for you", "I think you need a break" or "maybe I can help you anyhow"

I have to handle this with myself...

Take care everone... your lazy lil Whale.