Last week, Thursday to be exact, I was at work and on some down time I was thinking about my Bluesky stories and about the future inside of the said story. A combination of trying to figure out how far I should take the stories and how old Bluesky's grandsire would live to my mind came across the inevitable: How long would Bluesky live. I was then (again while at work) swallowed up by the emotions that Rune (future mate of Bluesky and Cloudbrush, he s basically my fursona) would feel when bluesky and cloudbrush eventually die. I was briefly an emotional wreck, then I wondered what Rune would do after. I then pulled up a word file and plunged into the emotional mess of what Rune was going through, and the little project that would fill up his last five years of life and leave behind a vast present to his very large extended family.

So that means I had to experience him (aka me) dying and saying goodbye to family too. All I can say is i found it very hard not to cry at work, and it made the rest of Thursday depressing for me.

In happier news I had another commission done: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7387293 by  echo_wulf who still has commission slots open!

And the last item of buisness, I am making a family tree in family tree maker for Bluesky's family, and it is getting convoluted, all of these inter linking matings are complected at times. I have to see if there is a way to export it as a jpg or the like.

have a good night everyone!