Confession Meme
13 years ago
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Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
My biggest fear, huh? I'll be honest and say that my biggest fear is being alone. Whenever I'm left alone for long periods of time, I start talking to myself and, sometimes, even holding conversations with myself. I fear that if I'm left totally alone, without anyone there to talk to, I'll go insane.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
The nightmare actually happened a few nights ago. In it, I was visiting someone that I loved, but when I got there, they were already happily attached to someone else and I was told I was only causing trouble by being there. Eventually ended with me waking up and being pissed as fuck. xD
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
There's a lot of stupid shit that I want to forget. I know mistakes build character, but these incidents were just horrible. The biggest one would probably be the time I was hitting on my brother's girlfriend and nearly got the shit kicked out of me. That's why to this day I don't ever want to get between two people in love. Ever.
Confession 4: Best dream.
The best dream I ever had was the one where I was stranded on an island with an unlimited supply of tacos, pudding, rum, and soda. That has to be what heaven for me is. :D
Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Sitting outside of Space Mountain in Disneyland with my dad. I was shit scared to go on rollercoasters and my dad also hated them, so... we sat outside while everyone else went on and just ate popcorn and drank coke. xD
Confession 6: Worst experience.
Being left in a room full of strange furries at FAU. >.> Furries are scary people when you don't know them. Oh, and the time I was made to hug a fursuit. >.> Those things scare me.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
When people complain about food at restaurants and send it back. It drives me nuts when they find the littlest, most retarded thing wrong with their dish and they're rude about sending it back. I mean, I get that if you don't like something on it and they put it on there anyway, that it's fine. But when you order a steak and you want it kind of bloody and they give it to you pink? Just eat the damn thing. Probably more healthy for you, anyway.
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Everything and anything. It's what keeps my brain sharp. :D
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Oh, this was a hoot. We hated each other so much. She thought I was obnoxiously rude and I was overly critical about her manner of typing. Basically, she met the grammar nazi side of me. But I pushed past it and talked to her on FA, which then led me to hanging out with her in SL, which then led to her coming to visit me, when then led to the cons... And all the while, we became closer and closer. Now, we're inseparable.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
The only way to get the truth is through pain.
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
When I'm talking to someone and they just up and disappear. I'm guilty of this myself, so I guess you can say I'm a hypocrite, but it still annoys me to no end.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
I want to get into an honest to God brawl. No guns, nothing advanced... Just a bunch of people with sticks kicking the shit out of each other. And, if that's how I die, I can die happy.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
I regret a lot of things, but they always make me never do them again. The biggest one would be cutting myself. I learned then and there that it really isn't worth it and so, I'll never do it again.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I have no talent whatsoever. This question is void and shall die in a fiery inferno. :D
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
My brain and the way it makes awesome characters, at least in my own opinion.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
If I changed myself, I wouldn't be me. Now, if you said "improve yourself," I'd have to say that I'd probably change my skin. I have horrid skin.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
I tend to light matches whenever stressed, annoyed, pissed, or tired. >.>
Confession 16: Most important person/s in your life at the moment.
Well, there's my mother and my second older sister, of course. May sound cheesy and childish, but I do care for them both. They're my little anchor of sanity in a crazy family.
Then there's the one person whom I would do anything for, short of cutting off my dick and mailing it to China. xD But, yes, she's quite the amazing person and without her in my life, I'd probably be a depressed psychopath locked up in a mental ward somewhere. She kinda entered my life at a crucial time and threw a lot of things into perspective for me. And let's not forget her beyond charming personality... I could go on for days about this woman. She's just that amazing, even if she doesn't see it herself. <3
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Mechanical knowledge and skill. I would -love- to be able to repair and create machines, but I suck so badly at math. xD
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Being told that I have nice legs, hair, eyes, and lips. xD;
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Everything and anything. I believe there is a handful of good people out there, but society as a whole is just... horrid.
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Anything involving dogs being hurt or abused.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
The word "Pussy" always sends me into a raging gigglefit.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
A necklace with a dog tag on it. I got it back in March a few years ago and, while I don't normally wear it because of a lack of comfortable chain/cord, it's still something I treasure and keep in a box on my nightstand.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Uhm... My little ponies? xD
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
>.> I practice beating people with sticks.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To finally finish school and set out on my own.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That the entire tiled floor of a grocery store was lava and that you had to step on the colored pieces to get across.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I like turtles. :D
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Paranoid, freakish, big, insane, perverted, goofy, gentle, cold, calculating.

Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
My biggest fear, huh? I'll be honest and say that my biggest fear is being alone. Whenever I'm left alone for long periods of time, I start talking to myself and, sometimes, even holding conversations with myself. I fear that if I'm left totally alone, without anyone there to talk to, I'll go insane.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
The nightmare actually happened a few nights ago. In it, I was visiting someone that I loved, but when I got there, they were already happily attached to someone else and I was told I was only causing trouble by being there. Eventually ended with me waking up and being pissed as fuck. xD
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
There's a lot of stupid shit that I want to forget. I know mistakes build character, but these incidents were just horrible. The biggest one would probably be the time I was hitting on my brother's girlfriend and nearly got the shit kicked out of me. That's why to this day I don't ever want to get between two people in love. Ever.
Confession 4: Best dream.
The best dream I ever had was the one where I was stranded on an island with an unlimited supply of tacos, pudding, rum, and soda. That has to be what heaven for me is. :D
Confession 5: Favorite memory.
Sitting outside of Space Mountain in Disneyland with my dad. I was shit scared to go on rollercoasters and my dad also hated them, so... we sat outside while everyone else went on and just ate popcorn and drank coke. xD
Confession 6: Worst experience.
Being left in a room full of strange furries at FAU. >.> Furries are scary people when you don't know them. Oh, and the time I was made to hug a fursuit. >.> Those things scare me.
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
When people complain about food at restaurants and send it back. It drives me nuts when they find the littlest, most retarded thing wrong with their dish and they're rude about sending it back. I mean, I get that if you don't like something on it and they put it on there anyway, that it's fine. But when you order a steak and you want it kind of bloody and they give it to you pink? Just eat the damn thing. Probably more healthy for you, anyway.
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Everything and anything. It's what keeps my brain sharp. :D
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
Oh, this was a hoot. We hated each other so much. She thought I was obnoxiously rude and I was overly critical about her manner of typing. Basically, she met the grammar nazi side of me. But I pushed past it and talked to her on FA, which then led me to hanging out with her in SL, which then led to her coming to visit me, when then led to the cons... And all the while, we became closer and closer. Now, we're inseparable.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
The only way to get the truth is through pain.
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
When I'm talking to someone and they just up and disappear. I'm guilty of this myself, so I guess you can say I'm a hypocrite, but it still annoys me to no end.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
I want to get into an honest to God brawl. No guns, nothing advanced... Just a bunch of people with sticks kicking the shit out of each other. And, if that's how I die, I can die happy.
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
I regret a lot of things, but they always make me never do them again. The biggest one would be cutting myself. I learned then and there that it really isn't worth it and so, I'll never do it again.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I have no talent whatsoever. This question is void and shall die in a fiery inferno. :D
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
My brain and the way it makes awesome characters, at least in my own opinion.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
If I changed myself, I wouldn't be me. Now, if you said "improve yourself," I'd have to say that I'd probably change my skin. I have horrid skin.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
I tend to light matches whenever stressed, annoyed, pissed, or tired. >.>
Confession 16: Most important person/s in your life at the moment.
Well, there's my mother and my second older sister, of course. May sound cheesy and childish, but I do care for them both. They're my little anchor of sanity in a crazy family.
Then there's the one person whom I would do anything for, short of cutting off my dick and mailing it to China. xD But, yes, she's quite the amazing person and without her in my life, I'd probably be a depressed psychopath locked up in a mental ward somewhere. She kinda entered my life at a crucial time and threw a lot of things into perspective for me. And let's not forget her beyond charming personality... I could go on for days about this woman. She's just that amazing, even if she doesn't see it herself. <3
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
Mechanical knowledge and skill. I would -love- to be able to repair and create machines, but I suck so badly at math. xD
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Being told that I have nice legs, hair, eyes, and lips. xD;
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
Everything and anything. I believe there is a handful of good people out there, but society as a whole is just... horrid.
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Anything involving dogs being hurt or abused.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
The word "Pussy" always sends me into a raging gigglefit.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
A necklace with a dog tag on it. I got it back in March a few years ago and, while I don't normally wear it because of a lack of comfortable chain/cord, it's still something I treasure and keep in a box on my nightstand.
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Uhm... My little ponies? xD
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
>.> I practice beating people with sticks.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
To finally finish school and set out on my own.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
That the entire tiled floor of a grocery store was lava and that you had to step on the colored pieces to get across.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I like turtles. :D
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Paranoid, freakish, big, insane, perverted, goofy, gentle, cold, calculating.