i'm sick ):
13 years ago
hi guys, i was in school today, and right as lunch ended, i started to get this
horrid pain deep in my ears, and sort of in the far back of my throat, and i
just got so sensitive to all the noises that i had to leave class and go lie down
in the art office under the desk in the dark, ugh it's awful ;-; every sound is
echoing off my eardrums and i can hear my heartbeat. i went to the doctor
this afternoon and they said my ears looked perfect and that nothing was
wrong with me... all they could offer was that maybe it's my wisdom teeth.
i'm horrified, because i don't want a surgery, it's in my EARS not my teeth
and they don't believe me ):
but my best friend ruby-- who just so happens to be the best damn person on
this planet-- drove me home from school and spent the afternoon with me and
took a nap with me and made me pasta and did anything she could, the absolute
sweetheart. i woke up from my nap in absolute chills though, i was shivering and
i was so damn cold but my temperature was 101, i didn't like it ): and now my
whole head is pounding.
so idk when i'll be able to do any art again but i wanted to at least try and
explain to you guys what's going on. i feel awful, and i'm so frustrated that
nobody can find anything wrong ): so i'll keep you guys updated if i can, but i
might be out for a while.
love you all
xx
surgery and needles and such 3:
it was so stupid. it wasn't ever real but everybody always freaked
out anyway and we wouldn't be allowed to go home until the sun
went down every time.