i have thought about this for awhile now, if should post this entry or not and yet im not sure if should or shouldnt either way its about my future on FA and i guess in general.

Im not sure i want to continue on here, expect for a small amount of people, wonderful people who i thank very much for their support, there doesnt seem much point to post here, i do all this stuff for free only wanting some kind of response, feed back something anything, i dont do this for commission so other then feedback i dont get no sence of job well done or whatever, it might seem small but i dont get the boost to do more.

maybe im just ranting or raving i dont know i dont care

at any rant im not sure when my next post will be i had hope to do something and have it up but my mental state as it is, i just dont feel like it or anything for that matter

i dont think its goodbye at this stage but i will see

PS

if you have a problem with me posting my thoughts in my journal, dont read it and dont comment simple