okay so;

I have a school application deadline on march 15th

after that I can hopefully become a human being again, you know
be responsive to the world around me
game with good conscience
take commissions and finish the one I have. I'm actually thinking I WON'T accept porn commissions, because it feels weird and private to draw other people's fantasies. Character-with-boner-pics, ok, and even if I did draw your porn ideas, I'll only draw vaginal, Frot, etc., no 'hard' fetishes.
make a silly 8x8 minecraft texture pack
get laid
see how the creation kit works and if there's working niftools
do colour studies, I think it's high time
higher poly stuff.

working on backgrounds & environments now, it's actually quite complex... unless I'm just making it hard for myself. I've set out to not just put merely random pretty things in my portfolio, but also some with more depth. It's opening a whole can of worms once you think about it.