On the bus today.... Sitting in the back like usual, covering my ears to the phobic remarks...... It...... I dont know how...... But...... A knife ended up in the hands........ It was one the kid next to him used for Agriculture class....... I was scared.....The worse person possible..... I stopped moving apparently........ My heart rate increased....... I didnt realize my face went pale until the kid I was sitting next to asked me If I needed to bucket in case I threw up....... I....... was scared out of my mind...... It was like a nightmare come true......