Forgive me If my grammar isn't the best right now, I'm a little high. I had a close time with an old friend of mine, someone who is the sweetest person I've ever known, one of the most amazing as well. Sadly things will never be as close as I want them to be, but I've already come to terms with that. However, I do want someone like her in my life, I just haven't taken the steps to get them until now.

It's odd, but typically the women I tend to love are ones that are hard to get, namely Headstrong tomboys with calm dispositions. I really want to take better care of my body and further educate myself in as much as possible. I've been ignoring a part of me for too long and tend to work towards it, I'm so tired of not having someone I share the majority of my life and thoughts with.