insomnia...
13 years ago
Once again, my attempts to revert my sleep cycle back to what its supposed to be are failing. I try to go to bed earlier than 5am, and what happens? I just lay in bed wide awake with no hope of falling asleep till i give out at 8am. Among other more exciting things, i FINALLY have a picture of my fursona, and ive been thinking up a new character for myself to use in Flexible Survival. Quite often, ive rp'd having children, and named a few Avery, because I love the name, and im finally gonna use it on a child in game. I have some special plans for him, which may or may not include eventual suicide .-. seeing as how hes coming into being in an extremely troubled time and comes from a very alert and aware mother, hes gonna catch on pretty quick that he nor any one else his age is quote on quote normal, seeing as how in game, the nanites cause children grow up in as long as a week, or as little as a matter of hours, and they transfer some of the mothers memories to the child. Hes quite capable of putting the pieces together and hes definitely gonna feel robbed. Ive often thought of this case of such a troubled soul thats born in a post-apocalyptic world, and to be honest, im really looking forward to giving this a try. As for life, im getting over another case of bronchitis, which sadly has lasted past my birthday, though im getting better. Along with that, i had a break down a few days ago which im still tormented by... Im just a wreck as of late :/ I havent been writing much at all except for the bits of RP ive been doing, and honestly, im thinking of re-writing Forever Autumn, but i really dont want to mess with that at this point... i think ill wrap this up now. Night.