Ok so, the funeral and everything went fine but grandma has taken a turn for the worse. She can no longer feed herself, and in addition to her now being on dialysis they want her on a feeding tube. She's tired of the struggle and her mind goes in and out. She has expressed a wish to discontinue all medical intervention, and since her living will also said this, we need to follow her wishes. It's really hard to do so though, cause I know that she could be better if she gave herself a chance. I am not really ready to let her go, but I know many of my friends and family have not had the blessing of knowing their grandparents for 26 years as I have. I'm not sure how to handle this, but I am trying to take it one minute at a time. Forget days at a time... this is very intense. I am trying to keep my mom, dad, myself, and grandma together, since we're all ready to fall apart completely. I might be able to start showing/selling some of the chainmail from the booth, but can't be too sure at the moment, never know. I am just trying to keep my head above water till i can try to make money for a new computer with which I will be able to do more art again... but until that time, i am using the old one... if you've been watching me long enough, it's the one that bluescreens all the time... SO that's the news... I'm sure that when next I update something big will have happened with grandma. Thank you all for your patience and understanding at this time, and be well!

~Krystalin