Spoke Too Soon... -- cyberklaw's Journal -- Fur Affinity [dot] net

Spoke Too Soon...

13 years ago

Well, it seems that when I said in my previous journal post that I was getting better and was not as depressed as I was, I spoke too soon. My mood took a bit of a crash yesterday, with a resurgence of my depression and loneliness. I have tried talking to people, but the truth is, I don't have too many close friends that I talk to, and most of them I don't seem to be able to catch online very often. I should probably make some new friends, but frankly, right now, I don't think anyone would want to be friends with someone like me...

There will be no more daily sketches. I just don't feel like doing them anymore.

I'm going to spend my time dealing with my commitments, struggling away at getting my commissions and House of Lazarus #4 done. However long it takes, I'm going to get them done.

After that? I'm not sure what I'll do...

24 Comments

holten ~holten

Digital Artist

13 years ago

U just having a rough time dont worry things will get better

Dfox789 ~dfox789

Art Whore

13 years ago

Im willing to try and be your friend. Im on here alot and I check my email everyday. Let me know if you ever want to talk

wolfwithepix ~wolfwithepix

Anthro Artist

13 years ago

Well I feel the same way sometimes, and we also share some common interests as well so I wouldn't mind getting to know you more then just your average watcher. So if you want to just "hang out" and chat I'm fine with that just ask :3 and I'm sure people want to be friends with you so don't fret to much about that.

I did love your daily sketches and as an artist you should sketch daily but it doesn't have to be posted on FA or look good, just let whatever you're feeling come out in a sketchbook, usually what I do.

So yeah I'm mostly on skype and I have it linked up on my FA page or you can ask me for it could chat tonight but it's 11:30 PM here, but I could always stay up for a bit :3

Hope I can help you, hopefully you won't mind control me X3

greywolfbade ~greywolfbade

Watcher

13 years ago

Second to Dfox, note me if you want someone to talk to, I'm always happy to make new friends

Simple ~simple

Writer

13 years ago

If you want you can talk to me. I'd be happy to be your friend.

*hugs and offers a cookie*

VGM22 ∞vgm22

Watcher

13 years ago

It happens and it sucks when you're feeling good and then you take that deep plundge on that big roller coaster back into depression. I know how that is, myself. It's life for ya. I hope you do feel better soon though.

LyonnFA ~lyonnfa

Watcher

13 years ago

Well the people wanting to be friends with you part is wrong, because I'd love to be friends with you and help you out. I'm literally a ball of perpetually flying optimism that tries to make everyone happy no matter what, so I'd be glad to talk to you. You seem like a genuinely interesting guy, a great artist and an even better person. I'd LOVE to be friends with you frankly, not just want to.

Rick Whitechest ~rickwhitechest687

Boot Aficionado

13 years ago

I can be your friend...I have a HUGE amount of free time. And you seem to be pretty down...you need hugs.

c0ldfire !c0ldfire

Photographer

13 years ago

Actually I would be honored if we can be friends. It's just that I'm not sure you'd want to be burdened by someone with a limited set of topics.

VInnieWolf ~vinniewolf

Former fursuiter

13 years ago

You shouldn't assume that just because you are depressed and lonely that people don't want to be friends with you... I have many friends who are quite often depressed and lonely.. and I still care about them and still talk to them on a regular basis..

I don't mind making new friends.. if you want any of my contact info - please let me know and I'll PM it to you.

Until then - get well - everyone goes through depression and loneliness - I am sure it will pass.. I myself, personally don't have any issues with talking to friends who are going through depression and loneliness and quite often will do what I can to help cheer them up.

Sorablue94 ~sorablue94

Fursuiter

13 years ago

Well, you have to take your time. I know this may sound repetitive, but you always have friends here and you got to think positive. Think of the good in living, the lives you touched and helped because your here. Just keep fighting, and do what you must to be happy. But if you ever need a friend, I'm here and I'm sure everyone is here too. Just look at the comments, your never alone.