I have told many things since i got here in FA... Many things...
The world which revolved around me seemed little to be expressed...
Each day, the thought of the world i once knew before and today has seemed to expire little by little... After experiencing many tough times and many problems, i have faced a more difficult time to go throught...

Family, therapists, and friends cannot even help me go through this tough time...
My job, my home, my life is everything which i hold dear today...
After even all those years of hardship it has never even given any sense to mind...
I feel left out... So much to discover yet so little to take... So much to do yet so little to work on...

What is wrong with the world today...
Don't we have enough time to look at the stars and smile at the moon?...
Don't we have enough time to look at the sun and feel the warmth of the light?...

I'am russian............. Yet i have no idea what my language is......................
I was taught with something foreign........ And you are reading it today........

They also say words don't make a man............ But i beg to differ.......
If words do make a man.............. Then what i'am to be called?..........

Darkness.... The realm which i was afraid of is now a good friend of mine.....
I'am not gothic or any sort of language which you say today.....i'am nothing but a person trying to release something today.............

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjIWriDTptY (this is something to guide you through to what i'm saying....)