I dont know if anyone has the same issues i do, but; my dads girlfriend does a excellent job at making me feel like shit and everything is my fault. She constantly putting me down. She makes me feel like everyone hates me. Its been getting to my head, inching its way into my mind for the past 3 years, and i start to wonder if any one really cares about me, who even gives a thought on how i feel? Its the kind of thing that makes me think 'am i just dead-weight in this world.' or 'why would anyone care about me.' and i know it sounds selfish thought, but im not a selfish person, I care alot about other people than myself. but its the 'Does anyone really care' thoughts that wake me up at night in tears.