Good vibes and smiles :3
13 years ago
General
I feel much better than I did last week. To those I may have been short with at the time, I apologize. I must have really needed this Spring Break. At the beginning of the week I was mad about a million things, but then my anger disappeared. I suppose if you get too stressed out little things really can get to you if you let them.
Also, I heard about the furs who just got in a car crash. One of the things that has been on my mind actually a lot lately has been people who have passed away. You never do truly know how much time you have on this earth. I've been thinking how I've been trying to work myself to the bone just to get ahead on everything. The truth is I've been running myself ragged. I've been trying to make square pegs fit into round holes in a sense.
Getting a summer job used to be a lot more scary for me. I thought I'd never be able to save up enough to go back to school a second time. I thought I would be stuck in a customer service position for a great period of time and my anxiety would spike at most jobs I had. Its not so bad when you start a job with a light at the end of the tunnel. I suppose at those points and time that was also before I discovered all my great fur-friends. Having lots of friends lowers anxiety and makes me smile a lot thinking of how wonderful you all are.
As for my classes, I am not that worried. All of my classes are going good and I can say with great certainty that I will pass all my classes with good grades. Its all a matter of making it to May.
Oh, one more thing while I'm on that subject. Some of you have heard I may possibly be moving to Omaha for the summer. That is still pending mitigating factors and other job offers closer to eastern Iowa. I'd really miss you all here if I had to leave for a while. Hope all goes well these next couple days for everyone!
Also, I heard about the furs who just got in a car crash. One of the things that has been on my mind actually a lot lately has been people who have passed away. You never do truly know how much time you have on this earth. I've been thinking how I've been trying to work myself to the bone just to get ahead on everything. The truth is I've been running myself ragged. I've been trying to make square pegs fit into round holes in a sense.
Getting a summer job used to be a lot more scary for me. I thought I'd never be able to save up enough to go back to school a second time. I thought I would be stuck in a customer service position for a great period of time and my anxiety would spike at most jobs I had. Its not so bad when you start a job with a light at the end of the tunnel. I suppose at those points and time that was also before I discovered all my great fur-friends. Having lots of friends lowers anxiety and makes me smile a lot thinking of how wonderful you all are.
As for my classes, I am not that worried. All of my classes are going good and I can say with great certainty that I will pass all my classes with good grades. Its all a matter of making it to May.
Oh, one more thing while I'm on that subject. Some of you have heard I may possibly be moving to Omaha for the summer. That is still pending mitigating factors and other job offers closer to eastern Iowa. I'd really miss you all here if I had to leave for a while. Hope all goes well these next couple days for everyone!
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