maybe i'm exaggerating, or perhaps it's just that i care too much about things i shouldn't care for to begin with.....

i feel lied to..... but perhaps i only feel that way because i was abandoned.

now, maybe it's just me, or maybe this is something others experience.... i don't know why, but for some reason i take role-playing to heart, as if it really means something even if not much. now i know almost every furry who rp's pretty much does it for fun not meaning a bit of it, but i guess i' stupid because i kinda do mean it and i kinda do create bonds that way.

i just need to get it out, the fact is.... why do i have to meet another fur so sweet and interesting and fun to talk to, and why does she have to leave before i get her REAL name or her FA or anything?... i'd like to hope that maybe she liked me as well but... ugh. it's so hard to think about. i HATE that every person i like leaves me.

The fursona was Kara, and her age was 23.... assuming she has a FA like most furs do, i hope to find her again.

i probably sound like a creeper.....

maybe i'm just a hopeless romantic..... *sighs*

whats wrong with me?