was in the hospital yesterday really bad day that one
13 years ago
i had the absolute worst stomach ache ever i could not sleep i could not get rid of the pain i finally asked to be taken to the emergency room and was whisked away for a world of fear and pain i have vasavagal trypanophobia fear of all medical procedures involving hypodermic syringes unfortunately that did not stop them from shoving a metal screwdriver looking needle in my arm causing my phobia to spiral out of control and for me to act like malcolm mcdowell in a clockwork orange when those scientists were trying to break his mind scariest freaking thing ever except hell cuz hell is scarier but still that came pretty dang close i am so making sure i dont get syringes in my arm for a long long time and if they have to do it i demand to be asleep first because that hurts sooooooo bad turns out there was nothing wrong with me that is ridiculous i went through all that crap for nothing i actually called my gf up cuz i was scared out of my mind she said if i had to stay the night there she would visit me i love her so much none of my previous girlfriends ever cared about me as much as she does
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