So, if anyone hasn't heard lately..we lost a truly wonderful person recently. Vex was such a good person, and it hurt me deeply to think someone so loved and loving could be taken from us so suddenly. I would have made this journal yesterday, but after hearing about it, I didn't...really want to do much of anything. I wish I had more time to talk to him. It still seems so unreal that he's gone... haha. I keep thinking I'll go look at his page again and see a new journal pop up. Or something. But, I've come to terms that it's not. Hm.

I remember meeting him at conventions.. he was such a fun person to be around. He cared about what people had to say and always took what everyone said in his best regards. You don't meet too many people like that. I know everyone's views on someone can be different but just... gah, I dunno. I wish I had time to thank him for all his kind words, and not thinking I was a total weirdo when I'd approach him and tell him how much I liked his character and giving me all the advice he did, but I was too shy to do anything most of the time, and he never seemed to care. It kinda serves as a cold dose of reality to be honest..

So, everyone.. if you ever want to tell someone you appreciate them, for the love of whatever god you believe in you do it. Don't even think a for a moment that you can just do it later. Do it now. You never know when the last time you'll be able to do that is, and I'm sure no one wants to live with that regret of knowing you never had that chance to say you care.

My thoughts go out to Vex's wife... who I regret not approaching, I'll admit. He loved her with all his heart and only wanted to see her happy. Serph, I hope you know that. You were his everything. And I'm sure if there's a heaven somewhere, he's keeping a close eye on you. So don't worry. If you'd like to give her your own condolences, go here; , becauyse I'm sure she could really use it.

I also feel as if it's appropriate to give my regards , who lost his girlfriend as well in that car crash since she was driving with Vex...I didn't know either of you, but no one should have to deal with that pain. ever.

I think I'll end this journal now. As much as it hurts, I don't want to dwell on this. I wish I had time to thank him, but, I knew he lived his life without any regrets, and that gives me a little comfort somehow. I might draw something for the occasion, but I'm not sure yet.

R.I.P


You will be missed.

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