*sighs* your always gone.......

im sorry this trip isnt up to me i hate the heat but the plain tickets were already payed for and their like 300 a person so i have to go

*sighs* i see... I just don't think i can take this anymore....

t-t-take what

always being alone waiting for you... I just can't take it anymore.... plus you never pay attention to me much anymore.....

i do i spend alot towards you alot of times when im not on i think about you when i cant get on i worry about how you are the few times i have dreams most of them are of you i love you i just have a hard time showing it

well... I just don't think i can handle that... plus you have way to many mates from what i see.... and well.... it sure as hell doesn't feel like you even love me... if you can't even prove you love me... well....

please dont do this my life is going through a hard enough time as it is i cant take you breaking up with me of all my mates i talk to you the most im with you the most thinking of you the most because your special

how am I special... i'm just a nobody....

no your not
your in my head
all the time
stalking me
chasing me
playing with my mind
i enjoy it i enjoy your company
though we only comunicate
through a screen and keys
i swear i can feel you
with me in the once hollow
cavity called my heart and there is
where my love
my jewel
my wolf belongs

oh Morvik.... *hugs you tight* *nuzzles gently* *smiles slightly* *cries a little bit* *looks up at you*

not my best poem but i havent been doing well lately so my work is suffering but i struggle to use the few inspiration i have like you for example wich suffices for the lack of other ideas because well your you

hm?

the peom i made i wish it was better more worthy of you

just take your time Morvik X3

i will when i have it

ok =3

kk =3

i've gotta leave for the night... *hugs you* bye Morvik... for now... *cuddles*

bye my love *kisses and snuggles* love you so much

hehehe lvoe you too~

also... love you

I guess i'll give you more time to actually show that you love me.... (thank Jon for telling me to give yah more time) and you know it would be nice if you would tell me your dreams, i'm very interested in dreams yah know?

hmm you are well ok i rarely dream but alot of them are of you
like my last one
you and i were walking in to a balroom for a masqurade
you wearing a beautiful gown me a black suit i wore a wolf mask
you wore something similar to a soulroid mask
we walked to the center of the room claw and paw grasping together we took our postions one claw holding your paw my other on your waist one of your paws on my shoulder while you held my claw with the other and we began to dance several diffrent kinds from the waltz to the tango to the flamingo always changing with the music as the dream continued the rest of the room started to become a blur and disappear just us doing one last waltz together and when the dance finished and we leaned in to each other about to kiss when i suddenly woke up really pissed that i didnt get to watch the kiss

lol cute X3

thanks

=3

*hugs*

*hugs back*

and work on my stories characters and your ref

mhm

im still hunting for the right template

hm i would have guessed XD

i dont want good enough i want the perfect one

hehe have fun with that X3

but i cant find any that are perfect some close some not enough i need perfect i must use perfect for a perfect character

hehehe =3

still looking

kk

arg cant find anything on FA tried google but nothing looked to good next im going to try sofurry then inkbunny then (i hope it wont come to it) da

kk

looked all over none at all

all over what?

google fa sofurry inkbunny da none had anything good enough

hm.... i see...... well you'll just have to use something that's very close (I mean some people allow small changes to what they draw as long as it's nothing too huge yah know)

or get help from friends
hmm not kal takes to long and you dont like him
not jack he is busy
not ben not taking requests
not silias been so long since we talked
hmm ah i know weird might take a little bit but she is good at what she does

.............

sorry im going crazy it has to be perfect nothing less has to be has to be perfect the best i have ever done all i want is lines that match i will do the rest do it over and over again nonstop with out sleep till its perfect

hm....

i think im loosing it

hm? why?

i have so many ticks (as in nervous tick) right now im obsessing over this ref as you can tell

yeah i can see that, you need to calm down more...

yeah i do i do but it needs to be perfect

*cuddles*

*cuddles* ok i feel much better

hehehe *smiles*

i will relax and take a break from the hunt

heheh you better *hugs you*

i have found alot of lines i can use to make new characters so i can do that to improve my skill

hm ok

*nods*

*smiles*

plus Jon's telling me to give you time but idk anymore....

have fun *Hugs*

i wont

sorry :(

hate the heat

have fun

i wont have fun

then I order you to have fun...

no

grrrr... don't make me bite you..lol

i hate the heat

-.- go swimming then...

in the salty water with all that bloody awful sand hell no

it isn't all that bad... then again I've lived in florida most my life and quite enjoyed the beach so *shrug* it's the sunburn that'll get ya..

i burn easily im not an out door guy im an indoor arg is that the sun close those blinds and curtains wheres my soda kind of guy

lol. stay inside during the trip then, bring a laptop, a book, a writing pad, a do not disturb sign, sunglasses, a small fan...avg temp own there is usually in the high 90's, take lukewarm showers. work on your stories, with the right outlook, you can have fun anywhere, doing just about anything.

kind of have to go outside for the family

bloody hell.... be friendly..