I know your pain all to well. it truly fuckin sucks...period.
hugs you bud. :(

thanks....

Probably cheesy advice and words but I hope it helps :3

You know, as long as you loved them and cared for them as much as you could, knowing that you didn't hurt them one bit, physically or emotionally, should make you feel a little better.

Besides, if YOU die, the people who care about you, may not be your closest friends or family, but others, would be depressed and worried too, and would you really want to inflict that sorta stress on them?

Life's tough, but it has a way of getting easier over time, you'll see. In the mean time, I'm going to offer you virtual hugs and hope you feel better soon :D

Thanks, but as much as i like to do today is just stay out of the internet for about 1 month... It's kinda hard to explain, but all i need is rest... For now...

Anyway thanks for the advice ...

Yeah! Totally understandable :) You're welcome :3