*sighs* I feel so damn down so down then ever then before, Aunt start to get crazy and mad all the time before we have low money or short.....and she always blem to me that I fucking did anything at all.....I did everything I can also I practice drawing as much as I can before I start doing commissions.......*looked down* I start to feel i Want to kill myself already I been enduran for so long.....I don't know how long I will take it with her blem me and my dad.....I almost have a though to punch her right there as with my full strange, I don't know care if I kill her or not I almost at my limit....to be blem everything.......