I'm usually easy-going, or think I am at least, and usually don't do this kinda journal. But for once I feel like I gotta write this.

So anyway, I've been a bit on the depressed side lately, and I feel like it just gets worse over time. I think the reason would simply be because I used to have my group of friends whom I'd hang out with all the time, except over time I stopped seeing them, mostly because of a group breakup. And some people I used to talk to for years just don't seem to really care about me anymore. I used to be someone who would get messages from many people and reply to them rather than having to poke everyone, I guess the sides have changed but I feel bad when I try to say hi, and when someone doesn't reply I just get more nervous than I used to be about it. I think I'm becoming drama queen huh.

Anyway, I feel like I need more attention than before as lame as it sounds, not forcing you though. And also more friends to play vidya games with. I can give you my steam if you ask me :# XbLive, etc too. Anyway thanks for reading.