what is the point of trying beleaveing.. fighting.. when everyoen walks all over you uses you for money steals from you the drs tell you your not going to make it.. what si the fucking point of any of it.. you trash that noone wants unless they need something all you do is give and give till you break..ive reached a point were i cant break anymore.. im just so tired of fighting for thoes who use me.. for believing lies and thinking maybe there is a chance.. i know there isnt another chance i know im alone in the world and i dont have family to turn to i know i was never adopted because i wasnt up to standards i know im alone because i dont try hard enough... and in the end it just adds up to im a waist of space.. i loved and gave the best i could i fought as hard as i can and i tried to be the best person i could be.. but it wasnt good enought for anyone.. and it never will be..