I never said it out-loud before...
13 years ago
General
I never said it out-loud before, but in light of recent events I would like to make it obvious: drawing freaky porn is cheap therapy. What I draw is significantly different than my wishes for the future, though there is quite a bit of overlap. Sitting down and drawing something raunchy tends to make any stress I have pent up go away quickly and efficiently.
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At least, the issue that prompted this was.
Had I any sensibility, I'd have made an alternate account that couldn't be traced to me for the raunchy stuff, but at first I was planning on doing absolutely nothing that I was ashamed of, so I didn't. I'm still not ashamed of anything, but I'm increasingly afraid I'm getting typecast and it could certainly be used in a misguided attempt to blackmail me. About five years ago, I figured my current stuff would be a phase, lasting about five years, and I'm beginning to think I was right. I'd like to draw other stuff in addition to the smut, but I don't know how to. Protip: Cyborgs are hard. Especially low-profile ones like those presented in Ghost in the Shell. I'm rather lousy at mechanical design too, so when I have an awesome non-adult idea burning a hole in my head, I can't get it out and on paper. It's frustrating, and it also hurts my overall output.
Anyway, that's kinda just the surface of it, but I'm exhausted and it's late. You can bug me tomorrow if you're curious.