Seriously.. I feel like no matter what I do, no one is ever happy with me. I just lost the love of my life... because his mother made him choose, me or get kicked out. No one else would take him in... And his family would turn their backs on him, otherwise, he would have chose me...

His mother doesnt seem to realize she's killing her fucking son. Since he did this, he's been trying to kill himself... She hasnt learned that when you force us apart, shit goes down and it gets messy. Honestly, I've been thinking the same thing. And he does succeed, I'm following him to the grave... I refuse to live in a world without Ryan... He means the damn world to me... And if someone says, "Oh you're young, you still have a whole life to live, there's other guys out there" I swear to god... I might just kill them. uz no, there's no other guys out there for me. Ive tried to find others, but no one makes me feel the same way he does. He's my soul mate... I can feel it in my damn bones! He suffers, I suffer, he's happy, I'm happy, and so on. We're connected. Now to have that just ripped away... no...

I'm just done... No art maybe... I dont kno yet... I do kno, I'm not gonna be the same Mizu you all kno and loved... Ever again...

List of things!!!
Request- of her and her pet (domination)
Request- Chibi form eating a cock waffle- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7757019/
Request- Gage and Violet babies
Request- Ref of fursona
Request- Ref of fursona
Request- Design and ref of fursona-http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7828267/
Request- Ref of fursona
Request- Ref of fursona
Request- Fursona pic
Request- Vapor: Ref of fursona
Request- Percy: Ref of fursona
Request- Mini: Her child in anthro form

Things I'd Like to do!!
-3some b/w Fang, Candy and Echo
-Tyka and Scarlet babies
-random chibi practice
-try a few more femboi pics
-More yiff o.o:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7756993/