I don't want to just disappear again and delete everything without saying goodbye.

I got really excited about the fandom and community at FC 2012, but the unfortunate cycle of life is keeping me from having the time to draw this stuff anymore.

I'm sorry to those who liked my little doodles, and for those who didn't, why bother watching?

I left a couple years ago and came back out of the blue, I'm not sure if I will again. I'm trying to focus more on career building and art tasks not related to pornography.

I apologize for my manic-depressive attitude, and spontaneity, this year kind of started off with some very rough news and realizations about life in general.

I'm so sorry, I just have to take a break again. I won't delete all the pics up here this time, I'll make sure to leave them up for those who want. I did delete all my work-in progress stuff and my comic projects on my computer though in one of my just..moments.

I really hope that those who are still into the giant male community in the West still keep it alive and running. It was fun to be a small contributing part of that.

I'm really really really sorry though. I know I'm letting you all down, and there was so much I wanted to do for this community. Maybe if there were two of me I could have the hours in the day to make that happen.

I'm not sure if or when I'll be coming back, but please make sure to enjoy all the art and stories out there.

Most importantly, the community really brought forward the ideal of loving someone for what's in their heart, and not so much their physical appearance, as well as celebrating our physical diversity. I wish this message was broader.

Best wishes to all the people too who decided to take times out of their busy days just to talk to me and make me feel like I had something to contribute to this wonderful community. I'm not even a decent illustrator, but you people made me feel like I was leonardo da'vinci just seeing your warm friendly comments. Thank you so much for sharing your friendship and affection.

~Boki