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17 years ago
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Hiyo everyone.
I'm still alive, still having trouble. But a few things are fixed.
I know you don't read this Weasel, but still... Thank you for talking to me the other night and also for hugs at the movies, I hope you realise how much I needed that. Now I can actually sleep better.
I still feel I've lost alot, considering I didn't know I was single till I overheard things on vanlentines day. *Sighs* anyway...
I'm going to miss everything I did with Weasel... I want to go RC racing again, I want to play DnD at Richard's (If you read this Richard I miss ya! I hope I'm aloud to catch up again some time) I miss cuddles and having some close to fall asleep with.
At the moment I'm trying my hardest to find a way to patch up holes... I don't want to 'play' whist I'm single... I want a relationship... Right now I really need someone.
Thanks to everyone for looking after me through this period of upset. I am sorry for any upset I may have caused.
I have lost alot of my social abillity... I don't think people realise how lost I am without certain things in my life.
Anyway... I have to get back to work.
I'm alone, but I've got friends... I really hope to find someone special again... It's going to be hard because what I had was so very special.
Take care everyone. Please keep in touch.
~Rob Wolven
I'm still alive, still having trouble. But a few things are fixed.
I know you don't read this Weasel, but still... Thank you for talking to me the other night and also for hugs at the movies, I hope you realise how much I needed that. Now I can actually sleep better.
I still feel I've lost alot, considering I didn't know I was single till I overheard things on vanlentines day. *Sighs* anyway...
I'm going to miss everything I did with Weasel... I want to go RC racing again, I want to play DnD at Richard's (If you read this Richard I miss ya! I hope I'm aloud to catch up again some time) I miss cuddles and having some close to fall asleep with.
At the moment I'm trying my hardest to find a way to patch up holes... I don't want to 'play' whist I'm single... I want a relationship... Right now I really need someone.
Thanks to everyone for looking after me through this period of upset. I am sorry for any upset I may have caused.
I have lost alot of my social abillity... I don't think people realise how lost I am without certain things in my life.
Anyway... I have to get back to work.
I'm alone, but I've got friends... I really hope to find someone special again... It's going to be hard because what I had was so very special.
Take care everyone. Please keep in touch.
~Rob Wolven
see you next weekend
V.
Sorry hun, but i think its been for the best for both of us.
I still think the world of you, that you'd be perfect for someone with more patience, and someone who enjoys their alone time, someone who'd be protective and caring of you. Someone every bit as loyal as you are, who's happy to fix things with a hug and closeness... You deserve no less.
Hopefully someone can bring you out of your shell. i dont think i would have been able to.
Feel free to delete this if you find it innapropriate for a public forum.
I tried to fix what I was doing in alot of cases but felt that alot of the time I was pushed back. And I felt that you wanted alone time. I tried so hard at midfur, only to have you shut me out. And your reasoning for doing so hurt me alot... and still does.
I was about to quit my job for you... Just so I wouldn't be tired, so I could be there for you every afternoon. You meant more to me than my job...
I was coming out of my shell it was because of you I was... You just weren't willing to wait. And because of that everything I was trying to change just seems pointless.
I still feel very strongly for you, I'm happy you've found something to keep you happy... But for me it's going to take a while because what has happened has hurt me hurt me quite baddly. I want a solid reltaionship again, because right now I feel very unstable.
Don't ignore me, and please contact me some time... Just say hello...