Sorry to hear life has been hard man. :< Hope things ease up soon. And if you need to vent, you are free to talk my ear off.

Im fine. Ill sleep it off but thanks

No problem man :3 you have a good sleep

Donkashane.

You'd be surprised. We have bad times but as long as we hang in there and keep trying those times will turn good again.

I think your right.

Something I don't mention on youtube. I went through divorce recently. Long story short I was lied to, duped, and being in love all the sense in the world goes out the window without good friends to stop you. (I was between friends from switching night shift to day shift when i met her, so we made the same circle of friends)

My personal and financial life pretty much cratered and I was in quite the bad way for around a year and I'm still dealing with a little of it now. (She and the divorce were the main reason for my youtube abscence)


I worked through it, constantly at the line of not making bills, having lost pretty much all the new friends with the breakup, work stressing me out, with nobody really to talk to (aside from my dad who I refuse to worry :P). At the same time I cut ties with my moms side of the family because they are bad people and they took to stalking me.



Yet after all that, I hung in there. Kept fighting. After a year Furry Fiesta rolls in. I decide to go even though my ex-wife is on staff, her brother is on staff, her family sells stuff there, and her friends are either there or on staff. Not exactly a winning situation. I was worried, pretty badly. Being in that negative state is really not like me either. First night I get there I grab a drink at the bar, talk with a couple chicks about Dr. Who lol, and wa la. Romping buddies for the entire con!


It was a blast and it destroyed the last hang-ons of the damage the breakup caused to me. Shortly after I re-joined youtube and the social world. Because I didn't give up. Even if the con would have gone bad I wouldn't have given up. Sooner or later fate bows to your persistence and the world is right once more :). Specifically if you realize your looking at things negatively and check yourself.


Hope this bit of sharing helps you feel that, even in the worst of situations, you cannot be stopped so long as you do not give up on yourself :). Light will come back into your life, because you brought it back. (People you get along with help alot though!!)

Yes it does. im just worried cause my dad is in bad health.

All you can do is do your best and make sure they know you care for them and they are important to you. It means the world.

Your right. but bothers me is that i cant get out of the mindset of its my fault. dad says its not.

That's a battle you have to resolve yourself. If people are telling you it's not your fault and you believe it is then you need to identify why you believe it is, why you feel guilty. Then you need to fix that wrongful belief. We get so caring sometimes that we burden ourselves down with worries and guilt that is flat out wrong.

I know i need to bury the hatchet. Your right.

If you ever wanna chat with a moron like me i have a skype.

I'm on skype here and there, though not often. You're not a moron, sure I'll chat with you some time or another haha. Seems I'm getting that request alot these days :).

I just added my skype to FA and i also finished drawing some new stuff i will post it as soon as i get a usb drive.