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Change of plans, not direction (sad journal ahead + HELP?)
13 years ago
Everything revolves in its own time, regardless of your own desires.
Let me just start by saying FUCK FATE, FUCK IT RIGHT IN THE EAR!!! I'm that undoubtedly upset to say that after soooo much "understanding" of how nature goes.
Let me explain. One of Mom's "nice" sisters was very sick and the original plan was to fly over there & help her out. Wasn't gonna say this before because it was still pending. *sigh* At the morning, on good friday of ALL days, I get a rude wake up call to hear we were too late.
I just decided to wave the while on this useless grudgefest and what happens next? 3 fucking funerals for my family's loved ones so far.
So what happens now? The money we're saving up for uncle to head out there as soon as he can. Since he planned to retire there anyway it made more sense. As for me, I've been given an assignment to gather as much help as I can with the rest of the trip money.
I really feel iffy about this, but I may need some help. Problem is, I don't know HOW. I use Paypal usually to send money for well...anything, but I don't know how to receive.
Let me explain. One of Mom's "nice" sisters was very sick and the original plan was to fly over there & help her out. Wasn't gonna say this before because it was still pending. *sigh* At the morning, on good friday of ALL days, I get a rude wake up call to hear we were too late.
I just decided to wave the while on this useless grudgefest and what happens next? 3 fucking funerals for my family's loved ones so far.
So what happens now? The money we're saving up for uncle to head out there as soon as he can. Since he planned to retire there anyway it made more sense. As for me, I've been given an assignment to gather as much help as I can with the rest of the trip money.
I really feel iffy about this, but I may need some help. Problem is, I don't know HOW. I use Paypal usually to send money for well...anything, but I don't know how to receive.
I would say to look at the bright side of death, but I'm not sure that's morally acceptable...
...Money... Is a strange thing. I'd love to just give people money when they need it, but a lot of people have things like this where I wanna give them some... And I can't either way, cause I have no reliable ways of paying.
All I can offer you is mental, emotional, and spiritual help.
I wasn't referring to a song, silly.
But in times like these, I don't reference silly things like that. I'm being honest.
...Your avatar doesn't help.