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Heart broken till only a sliver remains...
13 years ago
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I hardly know the words to describe the sheer pain I feel right now. I am a fool. I have just broken up with my mate of 2+ years 
Raven_Welesa I just couldn't take any more.. I won't go into great detail, there is nothing gained by dragging his name through the mud.
Let us just say that I have been lied to, had promises broken - one he swore on, and cheated. Worst thing is the above didn't just happen once, but multiple times. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me... fool me x times.. well yeah.
I don't think I will ever love another like I did him, at least not for a very long time. For now I feel only pain. I guess I wasn't worth the truth.. I wasn't worth honesty.. did I really mean so little?
Please bear with me if you see a bunch of sad art. I also think that I will be retiring my white fox fursona. It is too painful to remember that I am his vixen no more. I may be selling that suit soon as well.
~Sharaye
Raven_Welesa I just couldn't take any more.. I won't go into great detail, there is nothing gained by dragging his name through the mud.Let us just say that I have been lied to, had promises broken - one he swore on, and cheated. Worst thing is the above didn't just happen once, but multiple times. Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me... fool me x times.. well yeah.
I don't think I will ever love another like I did him, at least not for a very long time. For now I feel only pain. I guess I wasn't worth the truth.. I wasn't worth honesty.. did I really mean so little?
Please bear with me if you see a bunch of sad art. I also think that I will be retiring my white fox fursona. It is too painful to remember that I am his vixen no more. I may be selling that suit soon as well.
~Sharaye
Sorry hear that you 2 arnt together any more v.v it indeed sad hugggles
This situation is completely different from your parents, I am sorry for your pain, but realize it is not the same.
Also I find it odd that a new account ( april 2nd 2012) like yours, would find Raven's page and watch and take such a deep interest so quickly.
I do love him, and that's the problem. I don't want to hurt any more...
It's not the same in some way's but not in others. The pain is still the same. No matter how you look at it. All I can say is do what you think is the right thing to do. As far as the pain you are feeling, I don't know whet to tell you. You can let him go and find another. Or go back to him. The pain will never go away. It never does.
Sorry if this sounded sappy, creepy, or what not but I tend to speak my mind.
I give you a big sorry you happened, one from my sisters during about more of 3 years with a guy, but her ends with him, and my sister is already depressed, but better you looks for another guy then.
-lots of hugs-