alright i honestly belive no one is going to read this but i have to do something.

I miss my mate. Thats basically whats going on. I was with him for 3 yrs. We moved from sc to tx back in 09, then back to sc in 11. See i thought it would be a good idea for a change of scenery for a while. I got my job to transfer me. And all was well for 5 months. Then, Things slowly started to screw up. I moved in with a friend who i thought i could trust. First dumb idea, then i lost my job. That wasnt my fault, it was just a company lay off thing. The problem is i could of applied for unemployment...and i didnt. (and i still dont have a job 3 months later. Then cause i couldnt support my mate any more let alone myself he had to move back to his moms house in tx...im beggining to think i should of never left tx. all was fine while i was there. i have no money to go see him, and no matter how many job apps. i fill out i cant seem to get 1. I know the steps i need to take... i just dont know how to get there....

-A fox in hell