... yup this world is very depressing ...
13 years ago
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im sick of behind alone and behind ignored like if i wasn't existed most of people hate me and this is killing me ... ca me fait CHIER i can't stand it anymore i have a bad rep here where i live most of fur hate me, but i don't care and i do care I'm weird i want to be friend with them and hang out like old time but i don't want in same time cause i hate them and i think they are stupid or something i don't know anyway ... for some reason I'm really discusting i don't know what to do, i am lone no one want me and i know that i will stay like that for the rest of my life and this is killing me.
i know why i don't have friend or either a mate .... cause i am a monster. anyway i just wanted to type it there to let the rest of people make dessition if they hate me or if they will asking me to be friend ^^; but i know that i will stay in my corner, like alway anyway, i feel like an horrible personne and i know that i will never know the hapinest...
my fate of life is to be alone forever in the darkness without love or friend to love ... my word is like a dark hole of pain and destruction, and i have a black heart into me that will never be red of love or either happiness
I dont know what to think and what to do