Okay, as you are aware I am teetering - yes teetering - on the brink of destruction and homelessness, I am getting offers from my close friends to move to Seattle, and if worst comes to worst, I damn sure will... I just want to let you know that my mother and step-father do not give a royal pissshit anymore about what I do, or what I care about, they told this to my face, and I am very upset about it that they are cutting me off of life support and possibly kicking me out with nowhere to go.

Anyways, I am weighing my options, considering things, and I have come to the choice that I will try my luck here with PDI a company that helps the disabled, if they cannot do shit for me, then I'll see you lot in seattle in about two days after reading my last journal... here's to hope that things improve, but I doubt they will.

I love you all, and I know you worry about me, but I just gotta try this and hopefully not abandon my home state just yet... as moving to another state would kill me if I'm not careful...