i think i finally got a job on a boat that goes to sea for like 3 months. it is an oil tanker... sense it is an oil tanker i don't plan to make it a job i will be with for very long... but it will finally be money in our pockets yay i dont like siting in home doing nothing all day but playing game it really sucks.... and it is very depressing form all the drama... sooo i think this will be a good experience in life something new you know? asher doesn't approve of me going... i really want to go so i can start making money to get us started in life and move us away from the drama called.. his house. hopefully i get it don't like feeling like a free loader all the time and i want to start seeing my asher happy.. he says he is happy but i know he isn't . his parents house is not happy ^^; lol any ways thought i would just post a journal sense i rarely do lol just hope i don't sink x-x nuuuu wet draggy. lol tell me what you guess think