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That feeling....
13 years ago
When you feel like someone has given up on you, and no longer has feelings for you.
But it's just a feeling, and in your head you try really really hard to counter it with the hope that maybe you are wrong about everything, and they they still hold feelings for you.
But all you want is clarification, and it starts to nag and drive you insane without it.
An' without it, comes the depressing acceptance of maybe they have chosen the other and you feel dis-heartened at your own thoughts as it feels like you are slitting your throat to even swallow...
you feel sorry for yourself and you feel alone with heartache, and it all started with just a feeling, and you still do not know where you stand at all.
Isn't it amazing how one little thought, can lead you on the worst mental path to an eventual breakdown...
I just want to be happy again, and I just want to make him happy.
I just want him in my arms, then I'll be happy again. Happy to tell him I love him...
That is all I want.
Guystar...
But it's just a feeling, and in your head you try really really hard to counter it with the hope that maybe you are wrong about everything, and they they still hold feelings for you.
But all you want is clarification, and it starts to nag and drive you insane without it.
An' without it, comes the depressing acceptance of maybe they have chosen the other and you feel dis-heartened at your own thoughts as it feels like you are slitting your throat to even swallow...
you feel sorry for yourself and you feel alone with heartache, and it all started with just a feeling, and you still do not know where you stand at all.
Isn't it amazing how one little thought, can lead you on the worst mental path to an eventual breakdown...
I just want to be happy again, and I just want to make him happy.
I just want him in my arms, then I'll be happy again. Happy to tell him I love him...
That is all I want.
Guystar...
Have you spoken to him about it? You may find that you're wrong and that he just doesn't know what to say to you. Make the first move if you're feeling so bad. It's what I try to do. (Albeit with no success, but you actually have a chance! x3)
And trust me I know about the little things turning monumental. It's unfortunately something that thinking does to us. :S
Take care of yourself sweets, at least he hasn't said that he doesn't love you in return.
The people I love romantically never love me back.. ever. :/