who cares about some guys updates? well if your reading this must mean you are interested at least so thank's.

so the past 6 weeks have been a blur. iv been here there and everywhere. no one to meet and no one to really get to know IRL. i live in a very quite town as far as these things go. i just thought id actually post something to pass the time.

so i actually learned something over the last few week's. and that is that no one really knows what they want. do they want banana milkshake or strawberry milkshake?. do they want to pay off that bill this month or next?. the world is a harsh list of choices to make. and making the wrong choice can make things hard on others and yourself. but what is really the right choice to make? and how do we act on making it. and i learned that no matter what choice you make you cant always make people happy. people are going to get hurt and some can handle it and deal with it and others can't. which made me realise if someone cannot handle something that you have decided to do. then you have to respect what they want to do. and i think that is something i will do from now on. I used to believe in "you only live once" but from now on i need to space it out and only say that every now and then.

I think i will be posting something like this often when i learn something about the world and so on.

thanks for reading.

Kody xxx