why do my parents treat me like a bastard? today i wasn't at school because i didn't feel verry good, my mother shout at me thats because my job and that i should end this job <.< another thing is that my father called me today and said that i live like a messy and my stepfather search for a reason to throw me out of the house......... how do i deserve such a life -.- i want to leave this hell so much but there's no place i could go