Note To Self
13 years ago
I gotta make sure to read this whenever I get online here.
Been over reactive lately, need to calm down 'n stop making a ruckus over other's issues. I'm no superhero. I don't have all the right moves nor answers to 'fix' someone. So quit acting like it; quit paying so much damn attention.
I'm just another person who thinks she can do somethin' when it isn't true. Should be spending my attention for the people right in front of me; better that way. I should just stay out of the way, let them rant and feel better without my nagging.
So yes, self, pay attention to your own advice. Knock it off already. You try too hard.
Been over reactive lately, need to calm down 'n stop making a ruckus over other's issues. I'm no superhero. I don't have all the right moves nor answers to 'fix' someone. So quit acting like it; quit paying so much damn attention.
I'm just another person who thinks she can do somethin' when it isn't true. Should be spending my attention for the people right in front of me; better that way. I should just stay out of the way, let them rant and feel better without my nagging.
So yes, self, pay attention to your own advice. Knock it off already. You try too hard.
FA+

I should probably get to know you a little first. X3
Willing to do an art trade~?
I really admire the will you have to try and help or change someone.
Most girls I like are so me myself and I mind set that if you do not conform to them. You are out of luck.
Which it might not of been what you was talking about.
But that was what came to mind when I read your journal.
:P
I just... I've been keeping an eye on three-or-so people online that I've been worried about. But.. I feel like I'm paying too much attention. Like I'm just there to shower them with attention but am of no other use, nor am really wanted to be around. I feel like a nusance.
I have no right to try to squeeze myself into people's lives. I also have no right to change people. If they are happy with who they are, how their life is rolling along, I'll let them be just who they are. But when I see someone I can relate to I get this nagging urge to do something. To help. But.. I'm just another person. A little ol' fox isn't going to make much of an impact. And how do I even know what I'm doing is right? I could just be making them feel worse. They say I'm not, that I help but.. The way I'm responded to doesn't always give off that message. It starts to feel a little pointless, but I'm supposed to be patient, to hold out and support 'um. I just don't know.
When does support turn into too much support? People ask for attention, they want it.. but when they get it or it's too much, they change their mind.. It's like no one can ever be satisfied.
Sorry for the rant. ^^;;
You have a caring heart.
I let peeps be peeps. I only respond to something if they ask my point of view on it.
If I get along with someone I tend to just chat about things they wish to chat about.
Many I meet want to RP and that is not really my thingy to do on here. When they see that they stop looking me up.
:P
Some just want someone to agree with them and do not wish to change anything about them at all. I do not understand that part. I believe like you said they just want attention for attention only.
Peeps very very seldom change. And. I learned the hard way to never ever try and change someone. My I tried that with a girl and it ended up being a very upsetting fighting time.
So I did change in how I look at girls and such now. To little to late. LOL.
Most peeps can never be satisfied at all. Which is a shame.
I have a dad like that. Never happy with anything anytime. Tell him that all the time he just likes to complain about everything!!!!
I figure I may as well put myself out there, take some risks. If things work out, yay. And if they don't? Oh well, at least I know and didn't sit around wishing I'd done something.
Yup yup. I hear yah. I just enjoy chit-chat, tend to like trying out whatever it is my friends want to try out. I've got a wide range of likes, not too many dislikes really so it means I can enjoy just about anything my friends want to have a go at. These days, those adventures usually involve online video games. My buddy Nathan got me into the Mass Effect series.
Sorry to hear you've gotten some bad luck with a few of your peeps. Fights suck... I do my best to stay out of them. But at least you've learned now? The hard way... But at least you know. Sometimes, I wish someone would sit me down, pull out a big book and read out the lessons of life to me so I don't have to go through the literal parts personally.
Never had a dad, actually. At least, not a dad who was genetically related to me. My Mom's the same way though, she just complains and complains. Because of it, I think it made me so I really don't like to complain.