Yep

Yes.

Yup

Hehe, I understand what you're saying, but I can't help as view it as silly~

By nature we're not fond of ourselves, hence why we live to become better, by nature we're always the ones who notice the flaws, and ironically those same flaws make us exactly what other people love. I myself battle this never-ending cycle of perfectionisem and self-doubt, but in the end I find it's there because we always need SOMEONE to push, and if that someone needs to be us than we're better for it because who better to push you in the direction you want or need to go.

It's a struggle by all natural law, but what makes you exactly who you are is both your wonderful traits and your bad ones, a good character is defined by how you deal with them, and how they affect you. Every time I've talked with you and listened to your livestreams you have the most brilliant personality, you're incredibly playful but reserved and while I can understand you beating yourself up, I still can't help but feel it's silly, you far from deserve what nonsense you plaster onto yourself, you do more than you could possibly imagine, you're working with a passion to find an end goal, just because you're not there yet is no reason to complain, all the more fun to eventually reach that very same goal. In the end you'll be better for it.

You're brilliant, and I feel for you, but keep your chin up, you've a long long way to go before the ride slows down, enjoy the ride and smile because no matter what you feel about yourself, we will almost never see it the same way you do.

We are going to have a talk.

I know this feeling.

Thank you so much everyone. It helps a lot to know I'm not the only person that feels this way. I appreciate all your replies very much.