I promised i wouldnt do this
13 years ago
~Acrylicmutt@deviantart.com Pepperfilms27[at]youttube.com Mckinneysh@Furaffinirty.net~
from the start i never wanted to involve you guys TOOO much with my social/love life
but i need vent and i need someone to talk to.
theres this guy. fff this guy.
and where really good friends. like, best friends kinda.
my pizza taste a bit like penutebutter and i dont know why.
but its good.
anyway
this guy. i really like him.
i dont wanna say i love him
but its close.
I think about him all the time
and he loves my art
and i draw him stuff all the time
he isnt into dating and crap
he isnt into girls
he not gay or anything
just isnt into dating.
But i really like him
he makes me smile all the time
he makes me laugh all the time
8U
but he can be a jerk too
like, joking around, calling me ugly
saying things like
'oh hey i didnt know you were a girl!'
but hes joking
afterward hes all like
'im kidding, im joking'
but hes really nice too
when my friend is joking around all mean with me
he'll be like
'hey, you gotta be nice to her'
c:
but i really really like him -3-
i was walking around with him and my friend and they started whispering
after while of naggin at them to tell me
hes like 'fine, he said you should ask me to the eigthgrade dance'
its like this big prom thing for eigthgrade -ffIm13-
anyway i was like 'ew' dsjfhksd' and stuff
didnt think much of it
but according to my friend i was blushing like crazy.
anyhow im not gonna ask him out. or anything. because im a girl- guys ask me out. i dont ask them -totaldouchebag-
and id die of embarrassment if he said no, so yep.
ive had people tell me to get over him. but i cant.
i jsut cant.
so theres my sob story. feel free to vomit and comment. BC or just go read a book, you lazy assholes.
but i need vent and i need someone to talk to.
theres this guy. fff this guy.
and where really good friends. like, best friends kinda.
my pizza taste a bit like penutebutter and i dont know why.
but its good.
anyway
this guy. i really like him.
i dont wanna say i love him
but its close.
I think about him all the time
and he loves my art
and i draw him stuff all the time
he isnt into dating and crap
he isnt into girls
he not gay or anything
just isnt into dating.
But i really like him
he makes me smile all the time
he makes me laugh all the time
8U
but he can be a jerk too
like, joking around, calling me ugly
saying things like
'oh hey i didnt know you were a girl!'
but hes joking
afterward hes all like
'im kidding, im joking'
but hes really nice too
when my friend is joking around all mean with me
he'll be like
'hey, you gotta be nice to her'
c:
but i really really like him -3-
i was walking around with him and my friend and they started whispering
after while of naggin at them to tell me
hes like 'fine, he said you should ask me to the eigthgrade dance'
its like this big prom thing for eigthgrade -ffIm13-
anyway i was like 'ew' dsjfhksd' and stuff
didnt think much of it
but according to my friend i was blushing like crazy.
anyhow im not gonna ask him out. or anything. because im a girl- guys ask me out. i dont ask them -totaldouchebag-
and id die of embarrassment if he said no, so yep.
ive had people tell me to get over him. but i cant.
i jsut cant.
so theres my sob story. feel free to vomit and comment. BC or just go read a book, you lazy assholes.
FA+

I really like him but idk if he likes me or anything :/
He's kind of a jackass sometimes and i can't really tell if he's joking or not so it makes me feel all sad and stuff
he always has his arm around some girl which confuses the fuck out of me 'since he insists he's bi so i'm all like ;A;... and ya...
I was gonna tell him how I feel but then I chickened out but idk if I like him that much anymore since he's always kind of being an ass to me and all that other junk :c
sorry, i kinda started ranting myself U^u^ but i say you should awkwardly ask him how he feels about you by dropping somewhat suttle hints 'since i've noticed that guys can be kind of..... oblivious.... :c.....
im not sure how to give advice for realtionships like that though ^^; but if i get any, ill help you out c:
ill definitly try that though ^^ its a good idea, exspecially coming from a dude XD thanks, Kurai~!
If you want to ask him, all it takes is that moment of courage! Even if you don't have it, here's a helpful strategy -
How to ask somebody who's close to you if they like you:
1. Make up a crush, somebody they know exists, but they don't communicate with, so there's no confusion
2. Talk about them all the time around your crush
3. ignorantly (or so it seems) realize you feel bad for talking about your "crush" too much, and ask him if he likes anyone
4. Watch every detail, does he say anything? Does he look away? Blush? Act strangely? (any of the last 3 is a thumbs up!)
hope it helps, that's from experience! Worked on me *shrugs*
as much as that is a really good idea, that isnt something we talk about. Just saying something like that- he would know something is up. and he knows i like him. I've known him all year. He knows how i am and its not all lovey dovey- i act like a guy- i talk about guns and cars and shooting games.
I think once we brought up girlfriends, but it was our friend- he drew a pic and said 'oh hey, its ---guyilike----'s girlfriend' and he said 'my girlfriend doesnt wear armor' *the pic was a dude with armor or something on killing a dragon or something XD* and im like 'you... have a girlfriend?' o3o and he said no.
so its not something we talk about....
thanks though ^^