well, they say that the first cut is the deepest. i heard that song today, for the first time... and i just cried. 2 tears streamed down my face. when i got home, from 10:30 to now i listened to that song over and over. The most i can say is im srry. Im so srry. Hes never gonna see this, but i have to say it. I need a final goodbye. i need to do it right... No matter where i am now, something reminds me of u. something has to.... and every time it hurts. no matter how often, the pain never lessens. But u kno wat? i WILL move on. :) im gonna be fine, and one day i will look back and smile at all the memories. one last thing... the one promise that i WILL keep to u is that i will NEVER forget u. </3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XpVyMwxluo (how i am feeling i guess)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3HAVoeuOsU (Our song, and something i used to believe was tru.)

"i miss everything about u, i cant believe that i still miss u, after all that we hav been thru" there ya go hun... but i will keep the only promise that i hav left. :( this is the last goodbye... i HAVE to move on now... and so i will try :)